Love You.

I've made a different blog, so that's why I haven't been posting..
but life's changed a lot for me over that last few months. I've learned to be more patient, more forgiving, and a little more quiet..to listen more and talk a little less. (but I still talk... a looot :) ) haha But, Life's short..We needa live it. Make your own decisions, not your friends. Be who you are, you're the only one who can perfect being yourself. Stay strong, even through the hard times. & Remember, God loves You. No matter what. He'll ALWAYS be right there with you.. and He won't put you through anything that you can't fight through.

Love you.

..Steph.

so long..

Well,
We can go one step forward or one step back,
but in the end it'll always lead to the fact...
Be who you are and let others complain,
it's not worth changing yourself. Trust me, it only causes pain,
You can fake laugh, fake smile, and fake mad,
but in the end all the fake will only make you sad.
Life is full of dreams, life is full of teams, but
it's also full of you. You have to decide who you want to be,
and I refuse to be fake, I'll always be me.

I love God and I think he's great. I don't spend my free time
checking out guys and rating. I'm really not all that in to dating.
I'm trapped kind of, in a way, but it's not that important to
bring up today...

So long.

Happy Friday! :)

Sooo the past few days have been..great. lol :)
We were on a FFA trip & we went to Wal-mart to pass by some time and we were jus goofing around, weren't even running, lol and they said tht they were telling us to stop and we weren't listening blah blah blah. When they were helping us play hide and seek and everything. lol but, whatevers that's the past now. I'm ready for the future. I'm letting go of everything I've held and moving on. I can't stand being ignored, told to stop talking or messaging or anything like that to someone, & I don't like it when people go offline just to ignore me. But, that's life. & It's also a sign, reminding me that people come and go. & GOD is who I'm living for. I had fun at the pizza thing.. Lol Those kids crack me up. :) When I get older, I wanna have like 5 of them. :) Lol & My new fav. senior is Jon. He had myy back today. Wait2go:) Lol

Well,
Happy Friday!!
Steph. :)

"Believe in none of what you hear, and half of what you see"

"Believe in none of what you hear, and half of what you see" -Benjamin Franklin

You shouldn't believe what people say just because they say it, and half of what you see because what you see is not always the truth...

Lately, life has just been full of everyone believing what they hear. Oh my gosh..Rumors, lies, confusion!! That's what comes out of not hearing it for yourself. Don't judge someone because of what someone else says. Even if your best friend in the whole wide world said it. I've experimented lately and I said one thing to one person "in confidence" and then I have like 5 people come tell me what they heard, and they were all different versions!!That was all of the proof I need. You don't believe what you hear, unless you hear it yourself. Thank you God for that understanding!! :)

Also, just because you think you saw something, doesn't mean you necessarily saw it. I'm not being like oh double think yourself, but just because you think someone was crying, doesn't mean they were, if you don't know the story behind what you saw, then you actually didn't see what was going on. not knowing the whole story, means you don't know it at all..


God, I love you for helping me realizing these things!
You are amazing!! :)

Steph :)

Being the Subscript in a World full of Climax.....

The world is far off lately.
It's like I'm reading a book, instead of actually living the story.
That's ok though.
You can't always be the climax,
I guess sometimes, ya gotta be the subscript.
:)
Everyone is like stir fry around here, ready to go back to school.
I'm just ready to get out of school, honestly. :)
I want to get outta here and grow some by myself, well
not completely, I have God - always. :)
But, I will be patient, as hard as that is. & I will keep my head held high & Live for God, and that place above the sky. :)

Dramatic people seem to be bugging me lately. I want to lay back and enjoy the sunshine, instead of being the sunshine. If that makes any sense. I want to watch others have the fun, instead of actually be the one having the fun. I'm so busy doing things, I feel I never set back and watch.
Well, maybe it's time I change it up. I'm the only one stopping me, from doing something God obviously wants me to do. I need to do it now because what God wants to happen, Will happen... I'm the one who gets to decided if I'm going to do it now or waste time and do it later.

I love you God!!:)
Thanks for blessing me with so much, when I deserve nothing.
:)
You are my Hero, life, & reason for living. :)
Steph

I love you God=)

Rain, Rain, Go away, that's what all my haters say!! :)

I love you God!!
I love the rain.:)
I love the never ending feeling of happiness and pain.


I love you. =)
That's really all I gotta say.....

Steph :)

Another Miracle! ;D

Great news!!
She got the results from the Doc!!!!
She doesn't have what they were so sure she had last time!!
The baby and her should both make it out healthy!!! :D


Thank you God for another Miracle!!
You are amazing! :)

It's GOD's World, I'm just living it..for HIM!

=)
Life has been great.
Confusing, fast, and great! :)
I love you God!!

I pray that my sister and her child makes it through this. I pray that You give them both the strength, courage, and love they need to both make it out alive!! I'm not ready to say goodbye yet, Lord. Please. I love you with all my heart. I know you'll get them through this. & That you'll get us through this. Please Lord, Help them Both make it out Alive. I haven't had the oppurtunity to strengthen my relationship with my sister. And I haven't had the chance to begin one with my future nephew or niece.
I love you Lord!!!


My world, through my eyes.....
But, I think I just learned something, It's GOD'S WORLD, I'm just living for Him!! I love you God!

Steph Alderson ...

Forever Author Of Salvation!! He is Mighty To Save!! :)

^ The sky the other day:) It was pretty... :)

Cold,Beautiful,Wet,Slippery,White..SNOW!
That's how muh environments been for the past few weeks. It was great at first..fun, loved it! But, now it's just getting quite irritating!! Lol :)
I want school! So,,, it should totally go awayyyy and come back next year! :)


Life has been great. I've kept a good attitude, kept up my positivity.

My headache is painful enough to kill, though. Blegh:)
But ohhh well..

My savior, He can move the mountains!!!! He is mighty to save!! He is mighty to save!!!!! Forever, author of salvation, HE rose and conquered the grave, Jesus conquered the grave!!! I love my Lord forever!!!!:) He is clever!!! I love my Lord. :)

Steph Alderson

Thank you for YOU! :)

Soo,
Everything has been crazy in my life since my first day of school this year. I lost my faith, my reason, who I am, somewhere over the summer. It was like everything went gray but, with God's hands, I've found the color again. I can actually smile and absolutely be happy! I never have noticed how free and lucky I am in this world until this year. I thank God with all my heart for helping me through the bad times and not ever letting me forget the great times. But, isn't everytime a great time if we are living for God? Isn't every day a great day if we are living for God!? I think yes. The days we are living for satan, now those are bad days. The days when we say f the world! Those are bad days. I personally, think it's bad not to smile back to someone because that smile might be the one thing keeping that person alive that day. I love you God! Thank you sooo very much, for EVERYTHING! The good. The bad. The wonderful! Thank you, for YOU! :)

Steph Alderson